i live for the moments, dance for the joy . call me crazy ill call you all night. RANDOM!!! hell yea, self confident to the max lifes my weapon , and ill use it against you lol , follow me to find more hide

Fear

The fear of staying alone for the rest of my life scares me like I know I’m not the best person in this life but I believe some guy will fall for me well I hope

tears

have you every cried but not only cause your mad but because your happy? i love everyone in my life at this point , im happy with my friends and family and that one special friend who drives me crazy at times but is growing on me and yet these tears still roll down my face i know its a matter of time when this happiness escapes. i sit here on my bed still questioning wtf am i crying just live with the moment, but my heart says otherwise. i am the confused child at this moment …..sucks but i guess ill have to do, so ill keep this pretty smile until i figure it out

open heart

i gave you my all yea i fucked up after you did i was just trying to get the balance straight. but while the happening i hurted cause i knew this wouldnt end right but i was hoping by the time it came out it was ages after, i believed in the love you had for me my mistake i didnt realize it was just love you had for me. little did i know i was competing and to my suprise i lost, she won what i made my world my all my everythng, and i cried she won!! she had what i fought myself for , my love . so with the tears and scars i moved along , found me someone who knew the pain i had endored , and now you want to hop on and tell me you didnt return all of my heart , tell me that im all that you think of all thats running through your mind telling me you cant erase me, funny cause neither can you erase that tat she owns you its a fact i only have love you as in friendly add me return to love that made me cry nahh ill pass my heart no longer wants you to be his holder he learned his lesson so ill kiss you good bye cause thats all i can do. so for now friends is even a doubt it , boy I’m happy way to happy with him I see this going far please let go , its sad that you care for me when my feelings have erased